February 2012
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I was supposed to write sensible stuffs here. But I’m not in the mood.
Why?
actually I really don’t know
maybe because
I only had an hour and a half sleep last night
and my brain cells are not working
Huhuhu why is this happening to me?? I don’t want to go to school anymore. I might cry now just like a four-year old kid cries so hard because she’s hungry (Yes she is...
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As you breathe right now, another person takes his...
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Okay midterms
Hello books! Please don’t be too hard to understand and pretty please do some tricks that would make me remember every information that you want to give me. That would be okay for me and eventually help me to answer the questions that my professors would ask through their 123456 pages of test papers. One more thing, I am going to sleep beside you all tonight. And put you under my pillows....
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(Oh, tears)
Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed): Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to trust me.. in all things , the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after My Children.
January 2012
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Sometimes, I want to rush things. Because I’m already tired of doing the same stuffs everyday thinking what might could have been me if I already live in a house with the one I love, and I want to go on the next level in honoring His name. But every time I realize that I should keep things slow and just see them that way, I pray and apologize. I should keep in mind that God is in control of...
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30 things to stop doing to yourself
Stop spending time with the wrong people.
Stop running from your problems.
Stop lying to yourself.
Stop putting your own needs on the back burner.
Stop trying to be someone you’re not.
Stop trying to hold onto the past.
Stop being scared to make a mistake.
Stop berating yourself for old mistakes.
Stop trying to buy happiness.
Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness.
Stop...
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Oh summer, I’m waiting for you. I want to rest in your arms. I want to hug and kiss you just like before. Please come fast.
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God intended it for good
No matter what the circumstances may be, no matter how good or bad it seems; He has a plan for everything. He will replace your sadness with joy, your pain with love, your weakness with strength, and your fear with courage. Just be still, and know that He is God. He shall sustain you and He shall give you rest.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to...
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Dad: (Biglang nasabi during his message) "I thank my God when I remember you." - Philippians 1:3. Ayan ang sinasabi ko kapag nanliligaw ako. Tip ko yan sa inyo mga youth.
Me: Sinabi 'yan sa'yo ni daddy 'no? Haha
Mom: Oo eh. Sabihin mo din kay Jasper. :D
Me: (What?) ...........
Mom: Ay mali, dapat siya pala ang magsabi niyan sa'yo. Hahaha
'Yung totoo? Ano ang gusto mong ipahiwatig, mama? =))
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Metamorphosis
Continuing my previous post, I’ve finally made up my mind to continue my tumblog. Inspired by Ms. Sheena, I will make this blog awesome. Not because of the love typos, flaunt images, or whatsoever related to it. I will use this blog, certainly, to touch people’s lives by telling my story - a distinctly human story full of hope, joy and love. And this will serve as an instrument for me...
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I want something formal. I think I should switch to Blogspot, do some crazy literature works there, and try to make something to keep. I could make this tumblog as my online diary thingy and make serious posts on the other. Or do both here.
I’m so confused. I cannot serve two masters at the same time. </3
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Pressure cooker
Thesis
Feasibility study
Put up a business (Magtitinda nga pala kami ng donut)
Video Documentation
Making a movie about someone’s life
Just for three months? Ummm.. What else?
The pressure is all around me, but I can’t feel it. Hah. Not because I’m taking these all as easy like I’m peeing, I just can’t swallow and chew the fact that I need to exert my efforts...
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“A woman is fragile, guys. Words can break her heart.”
– Somewhere over the rainbow
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Things I want:
him by my side
food
time for myself
Things I have:
his pictures
food
requirements
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Midterms - super saiyan mode
I don’t really know what happened to me during my prelim exams week. I literally don’t have my diligent mode on. Yes, I read my books and notes but didn’t comprehended it that much. It didn’t worked well (I got 82 in my law subject). I’m worrying so much and getting crazy now. Why is this happening to meeee??
Help me in prayer, guys. I...
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Happy new year
I don’t want to do my requirements for Wednesday
My Sbucks planner is already filled with cutie notes and whatsoever
I want to use my unlimited energy to play Tetris
I don’t want to take my exams on Thursday
My boyfriend/best friend is in a state of emotional unsteadiness today
But I love him still
December 2011
17 posts
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heart beating
empty cup of coffee on the table
solace for a scattered mind
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How's my daaaay?
Magnificent.
I have spent my hours rolling over the dashboard, playing Tetris Battle and Coco Girl (what’s new with that), and chatting and having a conversation with my boyfriend/bestfriend. Yihaaah. Everyday is just so special!!!
Also, that was on repeat. And also, I still have a lot of papers to do for the come back of classes. Certainly, I don’t know how and when to start because...
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I am sooo irritated
and I don’t know why. Yes, I got my Starbucks planner already. I’m hoping I could spend time with it cos I’m too busy right now doing nonsense things. My scattered coloring pens are on my study table. I love Tetris. I’m drinking coffee and just now, I turned on the fan and pointed it straight towards me. I want to freeze myself. Oh wow, I don’t know what I am...
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Introducing my fringe. (November 30, 2011)
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I saw it coming
This is the not-so-productive day of my life. I played Tetris all morning because I can. Lurking this tumblog all afternoon cos I can, too. I’m so excited for tomorrow, not because I have to take my super duper pressure cooker exams, rather, it’s our 4th monthsary! Oh yes, we are loving each other so much for four months already. Plus, I am going to have my advanced Christmas gift for...
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I just want to burst this all out. If you don’t want to read something unpleasant, then please don’t continue reading.
May mga bagay sa buhay ko na hindi ko maintindihan. Lahat naman siguro tayo nagkakaroon ng problema, pero buti na lang may dalawa akong kinakapitan, bukod sa mga magulang ko na minsan o masasabi natin na parati rin naman nagiging dahilan kung bakit nagkakaroon ako...
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Argh
My internet connection is not cooperating well. Why on earth. I am supposed to post my gratuitous picture here and as much as I tried, there’s always an error uploading it. Why on earth again.
Btw, last night was the worst. I never won a game in the super addicting Tetris Battle and it took me to the prestige of having a low rank. Plus, I’ve been called to recite in my Hospitality Law...
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I'm tired
I want to have a rest, have a pause, and have a moment with myself. But I can’t. I’m still waiting in vain for Christmas break so I could pamper myself and sleep all the stress that I am going to incur. Pft. And I’m shaking right now, because my body wants to sleep.
November 2011
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I don't want an intruder in my two-person world
I have a lot of things to do yet I’m here, tumblrin’ (It’s not surprising though). Btw, I hate doing school works and I wish I can have my diligent student mode back. I should have been showering my body right now because I might come late at school for my first boring subject. But I don’t really want to talk about school. This post should counterpart myself as not in a...
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I’m bad. I’m the worst girlfriend ever. But still, he loves me so much.
